Reluctant Recovery

Today I’ve been sober for 90 days.  Well, that’s the official story anyway.  The last time I consumed alcohol was June 17th, 2008 but if we’re being perfectly frank, I am pretty sure I was still drunk well into the 18th.  Yeah, it was a pretty big bender.

Having 90 days feels really good.  I didn’t honestly think I’d make it this far, but now that I am on my way, I can’t imagine turning back.  Slowly but surely my ways of thinking are starting to change, I’m starting to look at myself honestly and each day I’m just a little bit less overwhelmed by the huge amount of work I have ahead of me.